withdrawal symptoms

Reading a perfectly good book and you know it's going to end, but you don't want it to, so what do you do? I could read the same sentence again and again.
Doesn't work that way, does it?
Progress is needed, even when progress isn't wanted. Don't like it when things move on, but if things remained stagnant, that sucks.
Pushes you to appreciate the flighting moment all the more, I guess.

Sacrificing it all to missions, I feel, isn't really sacrifice at all. It's way more of a sacrifice to come back.


Honestly I hate hate hate having a single room (in my dorm). The ONLY plus side about a single is that you get to control your sleeping habits. (ehhh even that alone can be bad, if you get what I mean). I did a bunch (only two.... actually, only one.. I did the Myers Briggs a couple of weeks ago... which is surprisingly accurate if you ask me) of personality tests a couple of nights ago. The other was the 5 Love Languages Test.
Don't judge (!!) just because it sometimes appears on obnoxious-looking dating sites.

I scored Quality Time, by far. No wonder my withdrawal symptoms are the most SEVERE I've ever had right now.



Fuller : *overcome by emotion* Awww c'm here Grace... *hug*

*Dylan walks by*

Dylan : *confused* Hey Fuller I wanted to tell you you had something stuck to your side there, but then I realized it was Grace.

Fuller : Yeah it's nothing, just a tiny Asian stuck to my side... 

Dylan : .... yeah that's actually pretty normal on this trip....

me : DYLAN.

Dylan : ?

me : Are you hungry?

Dylan : ?

me : Are you hungry for a Dylan sandwich??? (Come, Eunice!!)
Dylan : Whaa...?

Eunice : OHHH ASIAN SANDWICH! Yeah you know, we're like potato bread. :D And Dylan's the egg salad or something.

Matt : *all emotional* Listen guys, I really wanna say that I'm so encouraged by the testimonies that you gave me the other day..... I'm normally not like that, I've struggled with insecurities and really don't *suddenly notices bug on floor* EEEP!! *smashes bug on floor with foot with frightened look*

me : BAHAHAHAHA... *TOTALLY LAUGHS UNCONTROLLABLY*
*five minutes later*
me : *STILL LAUGHING UNCONTROLLABLY*
*four hours later before going to bed*
me : *STILL LAUGHING*

somebody : Andrew, every time you say "a minute" I think you're saying AMENNN.....

everybody else : LOL

*everybody tumbles down to the lobby late*

Sarah : Guysss! :D wE ReaLLy neEd tO wORk oN ouR PuNctUaliTy!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

Pastor : You know, you really have to watch your words. Once during a missions trip I said I wanted to touch the children in the place and transform their lives, I was so fiercely rejected and misunderstood by all society.........

Me : Andrew. My first impression of you was of, you know, an innocent perfect white little boy.

(..... he got nicknamed to PWB after that...)

Me : *after giving a wholeeee longggg detailed story (i.e. 20 minute speech) about my mother's entire history*

*pause*

Me : Wait.... what was your question again, Sarah?

Sarah : :) Are you like your mother? 

Me : LOLLLLL OMGGGG I'M SO SORRY I TOTALLY WASTED YOUR LIFE HAHAHAHA..

Sarah : HAHAHAHA NO NO IT WAS INTERESTING!!

Emily : Omg. Grace, and Kelly! Grace Kelly!!!!!

*the next day*

Emily : Omg. Mariah, and Carey! Mariah Carey!!!

(Lol, yes we did have four girls named Grace, Kelly, Mariah, and Carey on the trip...)

Me : Fuller?

Fuller : Yes?

Me : Did you know, if we combined our names, it would become Graceful-ler? :D :D

Fuller : Wow. I definitely did not think of that...

*random*

Brandon : *from far far across the room* GRACE!!!!!

Me : BRANDON!!!!!

*repeat for so so so many times in the first couple of days*

Me : *after chatting about random stuff* Yeah, I think I'm pretty gullible in that sense, cuz I can't tell whether you're being sarcastic or not...

Brandon : Wait, what's your name again?

Me : Oh. *innocently and sweetly* I'm Grace. :)

*pause*

Me : *gasps* OMG YOUUUU EVILLLLLLLL *whacks repeatedly*

Brandon : HAHAHAHAHA.