calling

"Yeah, so I went to China for three months without contact with the outside world. It was hard, you know? I had a boyfriend, and how was I supposed to be in a relationship when there's no... relation, get what I mean? But that's besides the point, the four of us really bonded... and without the chance of being homesick, we got to focus hard on what we were sent to do."

Without the chance of being homesick.





"But if I were to do it again, I don't think I'd do it with the isolation though."




No isolation?

Constant, constant meditation in another realm. A dangerous disposition, an unremitting 40%.

Uncommitted attendance; unsatisfied souls.
What if I never had this chance? Pushed to develop, instead of balancing in this strange half-world.
That was the only reason I was hesitant of coming.

Hesitant of my own blessing. What am I to make of this thought?

Ridiculous.

"Not that I am speaking of being in need, 

for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content."

- Philippians 4:11